Forget Everything You Thought You Knew

I am going to vent. Why oh why does my ex-boyfriend find it necessary to come over to my house to “talk to my mom” about doing a ride-along with her officers since he wants to be a cop. Can you not do that via text message or a phone call? Why do you have to come to my house and sit with my family in the living room and make me laugh and look all cute without even trying? Why do you make all my feelings come flooding back and fog up my mind with thoughts of you for the next few days. We obviously still have feelings for each other. I have made an honest attempt to make things work again and you turned me down so the ball is in your court. I hope you do something soon because I have not truly been happy since I left you. I wish I could go back and change everything. I miss you

Why is it that the one time I finally figure out what I want to do with my life I learn that I may not be able to do it because of a certain stomach surgery I had a year ago??? Life is not fair!